Tatasss Octorber ~~~

I'm going to say 

: " Good-Bye October, Hello November ! "

Left 1 more day October will finish.
Finally finish !
Because October is SUCKS !

First is PMR,
Second is taking Report Card,
Third is My Worst Birthday !

I'm happy that I had pass my 15's Birthday
but it was sucks.

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By the way,
I also happy that I finally knew how to
CS !!

This game was so damn FUN !
I bet you to try to play it if you dare.
It is a good experience for you to play.

But this game make you feel dizzy
because the mouse keep moving
and you mind must be clear to kill your enemies.

My next target is to play Dota !
But my friends said there got a bit hard to play.

I hope I still got times to play
because I left 2 weeks here ='(

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Next Friday is BSI Award's Night.
Thank God that I can go =D
But I didn't hear any interesting performance.

But for SPAA Award's Night,
I can't go man !!
So sad ='(
I leaving on 16th or 17th of November
but SPAA Award's Night is on 18th of November.

Aiyoyo~
Just pray that they have the good performance
on that night =D

You... ='(

I wish..time is slowing down..
I wish..nothing happen on me..
I wish..everything will be fine..
I wish..I can forgot all the sad things..
I wish..I can still remember here..
I wish..I still be your side..

But time... Flowing very very fast.
Can't let me breath freely.

It have been 10 days our relationship broke.
And I still remember the things that we have.

Every time when I passed the place that we went,
my mind won't stop thinking about you.

Every time I looking to my phone,
my heart said :" Why today I don't have
receive any messages ? "

Every time when I saw some couple in front of me,
I just realize, besides me is empty.

My mind have no reason why I need
think about you.
My mind have no reason why I still
need to remember the messages that you
have sent to me.

When you get close to a girl,
I have no reason to scold you.
Because I'm not yours.

When you talking rude words,
I have no reason to scold you.
Because I'm not yours.

When you have done wrong,
I have no reason to scold you.
Because I'm not yours.

When you didn't reply my messages,
I have no reason to ask you why.
Because I'm not yours.

When you didn't come to church,
I have no reason to you
:" Are you sick ? "
Because I'm not yous.


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Thank you !
For being my boyfriend.
Thank you !
For let my see through what
kind of guy you're.

Thank You ! =D

Fun Day !

Today might be my last day at school.
I'm not going to school ( maybe )
because I need to continue pack my things.

I go school today for giving back the
school books to school.
Do you know our school are having exam ?
The whole school !
Quite silent today but the most noisy are
Form 3.
Finally all the Form 3 finished PMR !
Woohoo !
No more stress anymore.
But I just scare the coming result only ='(

After giving back the school books,
me and my friends have a lot s lot of
fun in the class !
First we played Joker and keep take photos.

Later we realize that, a gang of Malay
students are watching " Ghost Movie ".
Then all of us go and joined them watching.
Quite scary because the ghost is very ugly
and she suddenlycame out and scared us !
The boys also keep scaring us. -.-"

Finished watching " Ghost Movie ",
we still none stop taking photos.
We also have take out old photos.
Damn ugly ! >.<"

My previous blog will upload the photos.
( Because I'm not using the laptop,
I'm using computer )

Watch out my previous blog ! Woohoo =D

9th October 2011

I went to shopping with Amanda Li =D
Long time already we didn't out together.

After service,
we had our lunch at "Indo Cafe".
Later we start our journey to S-H-O-P-P-I-N-G ~!!

We went to "Dear", "Kimberly" and other 2 place
I don't realize what their name >.<
And our tea-break at "Secret Recipe".
So rich huh !
But we just drink Ice Lemon Tea, mushroom soup

and eat fries fried only. xD

 I have tried all the shirt with Polka-Dots.
Do you see the Polka-Dots at the ribbon ? >.<

 Can't see clearly with the Polka-Dots @.@

 The Dots are at the back there.

Didn't take it =D

I bought all these at that day. 

The big beg just cost RM 20 only. 

( I think it is from magazine~)

The dots that one cost RM 7 only !!

Lastly, the Vivi cost RM 10 =)

Hey guys !
Bad news for you all ( Maybe good news for some hate me =D )

I'm Leaving Tawau SOON ! ='(
Hahaha ! Can't believe right ?

I also can't believe I'm moving.
I'll move to a place called Beaufort.
It is hour away to K.K.
I never went there before since I'm 14 & left 16 days is my birthday >.<

I don't know what was it like.
Is it a big town ?
Did there got big shopping mall like Eastern Plaza ?
Did there got Guardian or Watson ?
Or even Millimewa ?

I'm scare to move there because I want to face
a new place,
a new environment,
a new home,
a new school,
and new friends.

I don't want to know those things !
I want to stay !
I don't even want to leave TAWAU !

But....
I have to.
Because is God arranged for my dad.
My dad is a Rector.
Bishop wanted my dad to go there because he thinks that
my dad got a power to take good care of the church.

At the middle of November maybe 19th or 20th,
my family and I will leave here.
I just have 1 month at here to gather with my friends.

The time passed very fast.
I have to say goodbye to my school
and to my dearest friends.

I have a lot of memories at here.
I will never ever forget !

Maybe.....
Just maybe I will come back soon.
See how God arrange it =D

Take it today =)

5th October 2011...

今天，
真的是我的世界末日了。
在一起一个多月了，
就在今天，
你又对我说了这两个字
 : " 分手 "。

你知不知道，
我有多伤心吗？
为你流过多少滴眼泪你知道吗？

我本来就应该放弃你 ！
放弃你也许对我的生活更美好。

" 朋友都叫我不要不要,
 不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑 "

这句话说得一点都没有错。
最适合对我这些又笨，没脑筋的人说。

早就该知道你不会是个好男人，
也不会是个好情人 ！

这一刻，
我真的醒了 ！

说，
: " Can we still be friend ?
Because you're leaving and I'm leaving too.
We can be close friend. You can tell me anything
and I will also tell you anything. Ok ? "

Do you think I'm gonna say " Okay " ?!
I hate the guys like you !
I hate the guys who just used me !
I hate you !

I won't be friend with a JERK !
You're so cheap than a beggar !
You're nothing in my life now !
You're such a JERK !

I'm Idiot,
I'm Stupid,
But You're LIER !

29th September 2011

I made it last night. Pasta~ I made it for my dinner

because I hate to eat rice now. Quite easy to make it =D

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Ss-ing Today ! =3

I found that my make-up skill is better now <3

I will buy more make-up when I go to KK because that

more cheaper than Tawau xD

 Many people said this kind of pose look like 

:" Oh My Goodness. I go tooth pain." xD

 I like this. <3 

I got my big round eyes =)

 @o@...

Finally got 1 pitcha is S-M-I-L-E  =D